You have been a huge part of my life for the past four years. First as my friend, then my boyfriend and now my Fiancé. We have come a long way, but I place the blame on you. Because of you I hate sleeping alone, my mornings are a little worse if I don’t get to stroke your beard and I don’t want to dance with anyone else. I know we’re young, but I know what I want and I won’t settle for anyone else but you. You complete me. You give me strength when I feel like I can’t go on and I can’t help but smile around you. Cormac my dear, it’s only once that you meet the love of your life. I met mine in matrices and vectors. I want to tell you that I love you in such a way that there’s no doubt in your mind or anyone elses. You are the one for me. You are a kind, intelligent man, you stand up for what you believe is right and your principles are very important to you. I have a lot of respect for that. You are also a caring, compassionate person. You took a puppy home in your jacket and she is one of the happiest dogs I’ve ever met. You look after me. You care about people and while not everyone can see it, I know you do. Not to mention you are gorgeous. Cormac, I am honoured and privileged to have you in my ife. I honestly don’t know what you see in me. I am so lucky to have found you and I can’t get over the fact that you agreed to marry me. Not only am I enjoying the here and now, but I love forward to our future with excitement and anticipation. I love you with all my heart.

I try not to miss you, because I’ll see you soon,

But even in your presence I know I’ll miss you soon. 

I’ll see you on Friday all day and all night, 

I can never get quite close enough to your light. 

You make me wonder and cause me to think a lot 

And I wonder what is the meaning of this plot. 

Should we be together? 

I think so my friend, My love for you will never end, 

I’ll miss you till then. 

He really is quite wonderful,this man of mine. The usual description of beard hat and suit does not suffice here. He is intelligent, loveable, warm, giving, caring and kind. He is interested in many things not all of which you’d expect. He has done many things to me and my life for which I could not be more grateful. 

This is the man I wanna marry and spend my life with. We can get married in a forest and have moustaches on theinvites. It’d be a small wedding, just the most important people. The people that matter to both of us.

The rest of our lives is the important bit really though. I’m looking forward to that the most. Mad adventures, holidays and drunken nights in and out. Passionate moments and losing all control. Cooking together, sleeping together and holding hands. Children, grandchildren. It’s all to come still, and you know what? The journey’s just beginning.